Feeling better

Well, I think that I got all of the poison out of me a few days ago. It wasn't fun, but Peter and Mom were there for me and now I am feeling ok. I am still a little creeped out by this Samuel Whittaker, but I really want to thank all of my friends who stood by me in this trying time, especially Peter and my brother Stephen.

I seems like everytime I bring up my relationship with Peter something bad happens. I'm going to try and do it a little less, but it's hard for me because I just get so excited about everything!!! I can't wait for our next date, Peter says he has something big planned and a big surprise for our second try at our first kiss.

I'm not sure what went wrong earlier. Like Peter explained, I apparently got food poisoning which caused me to get sick and throw up. You wouldn't think that something like that would happen at The Roof, but I guess you never know. Mom, Nan, and my aunt Josie (Brindi's mom) sat me down yesterday and kept asking me if I knew that it was food poisoning. I kept telling them that what else could it have been? But they kept implying that there was something more, that maybe I was nervous or something. Aunt Josie started telling me this story about how her oldest daughter (not Brindi) spend her entire wedding night crying in the bathroom because she felt guilty or something and that maybe I was feeling guilty too.

I quickly changed the subject because I wasn't sure what she was talking about, and I was pretty sure that I didn't want to know anyway. They're great and all, and they usually have some great advice. But every once in awhile they kind of get on one...

Well, I plan to keep posting about things, especially Peter's new calling, the upcoming BYU Football season (Cougar Molly, remember?), and new editions of "A View from my heart". I can't wait!!

Monday, a big day...

Well, I guess now that Belle has spilled the beans I'd better come clean about Monday. I know I haven't been the best blogger lately, and neither has Peter for that matter. The truth is, we've been spending a lot of time together and haven't had time for blog entries. We also haven't wanted to make our own private relationship as public on the internet anymore. But I guess one little slip won't hurt.

Peter has planned a very special date for us this Monday. We're going to start early at the Provo Temple where Peter will baptize me in behalf of some of his ancestors. We've been spending time at the BYU Family History Center and managed to locate some people in Peter's line who have not had their work done! After that we're going to change and drive up to This is the Place Heritage Park and spend the day becoming better aquainted with our pioneer ancestry. After the park closes, we're going to return to The Roof in Salt Lake City, the site of our first date after Peter's mission.

It all sounds wonderful right? Well, I really feel like it's time for Peter and I to make a big step forward in our relationship with each other. Counting the time before Peter's mission, we have been seeing one another for almost two years now and I really feel like it's time. That's right, Peter and I are going to kiss for the first time...

Some of you might think that this is not appropriate. Peter and I too have had some concerns with this, but after counselling with our parents and priesthood leaders, we feel as though at this time it is a step we should be making. I can't wait for Monday!!!!